A few weeks ago, after a lot of praying and some
emails, it was mutually decided that a site change would be in the best
interest of all. Between being a lone SLM and the work that was offered
in the Vocational Training Center and parish (I do not speak Arabic and I do
not know a trade, so both of those ministries were difficult for me to fit
into) of Wau, it was felt that I could better serve the mission at a different site.
Enter Maridi: The town of Maridi is a few hundred km from
the capital, Juba. They have a few Primary school teaching opportunities for me,
I will be teaching Math to Primary 7 and 8 students, some engineering related
work as well as working on the opening a secondary school (funding, logistics,
etc.).
After knowing my new site I was set to leave on February 2nd. To make a long story short, the flight on the 2nd was fully
booked and the other flight I was supposed to be on was not operating yet and
would be canceled, so I departed by car from Wau to Juba with a stopover in
Tonj for a night. Tonj is about 100km (2 hours) drive from Wau. Tonj to Juba is
about 500km (11 hours). If you do the math, you can see that this is about
50km/hour… and if you look in your car next time, you can see that this speed is
quite slow (as I am sure, like me, 50 km/hr does not mean much to you unless
you convert it to mi/hr)… The road was dirt the whole way with pot holes the
size of the car itself! Yes, my back paid a HUGE price on this road trip.
Just after Tonj
We only stopped 3 or 4 times the whole way
There was a hut at one of our stops where 3 little children came running out to the car to see what was happening... Their smiles were one of the blessings I talk about at the end! : )
In a 13 hour car ride you have a lot of time to think. I
realized that I was not happy about leaving, but I was very excited about
going! Seems contradictory, right? Wrong. Let me explain!
I loved Wau! The children, the town, everything… Wau was a
great place to be! It was difficult to say good bye and leave the town. In
fact, on my last day, at oratory, I was saying good bye to the kids and
I told them, “I have to thank all of you! It was a true blessing and joy for me
to come here every Sunday knowing that I would be sharing time with some of the
most well behaved, loving children there are!” When I would look at their
smiles I felt nothing but joy and love for life! I would look at their smiling
faces as they ran around in all their innocence and I saw nothing but Christ in
them… then I realized this was my last day in Wau with them… I questioned: “Am I
making a mistake with this change?” “Did I get it all wrong and am I leaving the
place God wants me to be?” “Am I leaving because I failed at responding and
rising to the occasion, or am I leaving because it is where God wants me to go?”
It hurt. Good byes are ALWAYS hard. So, that is what I mean when I say, ‘I was
not happy to be leaving Wau.’
Trouble! This one is from the summer camp.
Oratory is ALWAYS a good time! : )
At the same time though, I am so excited to be going to Maridi. I know I have
work to do, I know I have 2 AMAZING fellow SLMs, I know I have a family and
community there to support me in love and faith! I could not be more excited to
spend this time of service with Grace and Caitlin! The growth and self
realization I found in Wau was amazing, but the work and service I can provide
in Maridi will be amazing, and of course, Christ will always provide growth in Him, especially in Maridi! : ) So, I can firmly say that I am excited to be
going to a site where there is more
fitting work and a stronger community!
As for the questions I asked myself last Sunday at oratory:
Since God is amazing, He thoroughly answered them in the car ride and when I
arrived in Juba. Little things like a beautiful sun rise/set, no mechanical issues
in the car, a warm welcome from the Tonj and Juba communities where I spent the
night, and a gift from Luke from Jerusalem when I arrived in Juba all made me
feel so happy, at peace and loved! These little blessings are God’s way of saying, “You
are my son, and I love you!” Indeed I am, and indeed He does!! : ) Never let
blessings pass you by, they are God’s way of telling you that He loves you abundantly
and unconditionally! He is in every breathe and every breathe is sent from Him.
If we want the most out of life, we can never forget that!
For now, I am safe in Juba waiting for a ride to Maridi. I
think I will be leaving early next week! Please pray for the rest of my journey
and my new mission!